There are nights and days that are very scary. You feel so much inside that you aren’t able to do anything, not even walk. Your whole body is filled with emotions, you feel your body. Some days they are good, some days they aren’t. That are days when you are just tired, you cannot do anything. You stare at the wall or whatever and remain like that. You don’t want to do anything, not even sleep. That are weird days, but that are the days that show me that I am alive, that I am a human. In the struggle of every day life you are often supposed to forget about it, you feel like just surviving, but not like living, what includes feeling stuff.
Anyway, we need these days, they are for us, for ourself. They make us. On these days, we mostly figure something out.